WTF?

My horoscope today told me to make it okay to worry about myself.

Thanks, Jacqueline Bigar. I'm glad I now have your approval for something I've been doing on a daily basis for as long as I can remember.

Things here are okay. Trying to sort through emotional stuff, mostly with the ex but some with the City and State as well. I was about ready to get the point of just starting to hate the ex. Then he had to go and be himself and be all caring and helpful--at least, potentially helpful.

Not that I could ever really hate him. But I thought maybe he was ignoring me in order to avoid dealing with emotional stuff. Turns out he wasn't.

Now I have to sort through shit and figure out my own stuff.

Ouf.